If I Die Before I Wake by Lisa M. Cronkhite

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Molly McGuire dreams of a girl locked in a closet or trapped in the back of a trunk. As if her anxiety disorder isn’t problematic enough.

Each week, Molly attends Dream Group, a study conducted by her doctor. There, she meets five other teens like her, all dreaming freakish things—like being operated on with eyes wide open, or killing someone.

While working at a grocery store, Molly spots someone that resembles her dream girl. And at home, there’s a story on the news about a missing girl, strikingly familiar to the one in her dreams. Molly can’t help but wonder if she’s real.

Suddenly one teen from the group dies in a car crash. Somehow, the dreams have got to be related, so Molly researches. But when a second one dies by a hit and run, Molly becomes desperate to find answers before she’s the next target.

14+ due to adult situations, violence, murder

Excerpt:

I slither through the back door so my mom won’t hear me. Even if she did, I don’t think she would get up. She did text me a few times while I was out with Bret, but I never responded. Like, I didn’t sense the urgency.

Closing the kitchen door behind me, I slink to the front room and sneak upstairs. I hear my mom shuffling around in her bedroom. When I get to my door, she comes from behind and stops me. “Kim, I need to talk to you.”

Not, where have you been? Not, why haven’t you called me? No, it’s just a simple, “I need to talk to you.”

“First of all, I don’t like you coming home this late.”

I roll my eyes at her. “What do you want, Mom?”

She pats me on the shoulder. “I know we haven’t been talking lately. It’s just these long hours at work. I can never get a chance.”

“So, is this what you wanted to talk to me about? I’m tired, Mom.”

“I know it’s late. I wanted to tell you that your father called.”

My heart pinches in my chest. I don’t ever want to see that asshole again. He thinks he can have a relationship with me after what he’s done?

“Yeah, so what? Like I care.”

She takes me by the hand and wipes away a strand of hair from my eyes. “He wants to come to visit you.”

 

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4/5
Better than Expected!
Written by Ginger Kat on 26th Jul 2026

I liked this book way more than I thought I would. There are multiple POVs, but each character felt unique enough with their own problems and drama that I didn't have a hard time telling everyone apart. The horror does take a while to get started, as a lot of the story deals with the kids and their troubled lives. But there are some genuinely scary scenes here, and I really liked some of the twists and the end. I enjoyed most of the characters, and some of their problems made me very sad. Some of the writing can be rough though, and I didn't like the ending as much as the rest of the story. Still I really liked this book!

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If I Die Before I Wake
Written by ReaderDiverged on 26th Jul 2026

I enjoyed that this book went back and forth from the life and point of view from each character. While I did enjoy the first part of this book it wasn't until a decent way into the book that it seemed like a thriller. Once things picked up I greatly enjoyed reading to see where things are going. I am typically really good at figuring out things (at least in part) before they happen. However, with this book the ending caught me by surprise. While I gave a 4 star review, I can see how someone may rate it higher. My 4 star is mainly the fact that at first the book did seem like psychological fiction not a thriller. I am very glad that I hung on to the end. It was definitely worth continuing to the end!